(how much space you need when you say that you needed a space? where will you go to distance yourself from the world? if there is only one person you can choose to drink tea and talk right now, who will it be? does continuous social encounter drain you too? how do you survive and balance yourself.. or, are you barely surviving? have you asked yourself lately, 'am I being objective in judging that'? what frighten you? what is stopping you from doing things you are supposed to be doing right now.. or, are you too busy doing what you are supposed to do and forget the essentials? is there any such thing as 'thing you are supposed to do' and 'the essentials'? are you living your dream or have you given it up long long time ago? if it was your dream you are living, do you enjoy it? do you work hard enough? is there any place you'd rather be right now? are you contented with your life? do you reward yourself enough before asking 'what's next'?
when this all passed, can we take a long walk down a beautiful old neighborhood and get lost in these questions only to rediscover ourselves? do you think it will worth the trip and the time? is it possible that life, is actually much more simpler than all those thoughts?)